Major Depressive Disorder

 Dear blog..

Surprisingly on 29/12/2021, I've been diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder. Macam tak percaya kan. I've been too busy with my life and out of sudden, everything seems so dull. Kosong. Aku tak boleh nak bayangkan masa depan. I don't have any plans for the future. I  felt so sad everyday on everything.

I don't want to talk to people that I used to share almost everything. I want to quit my job so badly 😭 And there are some other thoughts which I hope never come across my mind. 

Don't ask me why cause I don't know. Don't ask me how cause I don't know. Just..stay with me till I get better. And I will get better. I will..

Jan 6, 2022 @ 11.56pm